The Sanctuary
Ego => Spurious Generalities => Topic started by: Internet-Weed-Dude on September 23, 2014, 03:03:05 am
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I don't know where to begin. My life could honestly translate to a KILLER movie;
Just a few things;
1. This is not a troll thread. I know most of you think that I'm always trolling or simply jacked up on amphetamines when I post seemingly over-the-top shit. The truth is that in the past I truly have enjoyed orchestrating some fabrications for my own selfish, personal entertainment, however, I really am a well meaning & good natured person and I've always drawn the line between things that I think may be truly hurtful to someone and things that may simply annoy them slightly and that line changes its' position based on the results of my (admittedly, potentially inaccurate) psychoanalytical guesses pertaining to the potential audience(s).
Basically, I don't want any significant members here truly believing that I'm some bad guy that doesn't deserve your help.
2. I'm not simply making this thread so I can follow it up with "send me money" if anyone wants to hear about what's actually up in my life.
3. I strongly & genuinely believe that a lot of the members here are some of the most intelligent people that I've ever interacted with in my life or at the very least of the highest potential. If we could all transcend whatever barriers we needlessly create between the greatest degree of communication between one another possible, I believe we have the potential to fuel a fire hot enough to seriously burn our enemies.
To anyone that has my back here, I will gladly have yours. My friendship allegiance & friendship is a powerful weapon to have... and I live in a war zone. Most of my friends have become corrupted victims of "biological warfare", metaphorically speaking and most people I know in real life aren't smart enough to come on a site like this and read this far let alone understand the value in what I'm describing as potential means for substantial benefit. Not just for myself... as if properly executed it will likely inspire the rest to be more likely to benefit from & enjoy doing the same for one another.
4. Most responses are going to be useless, throwaways. I'll get "made fun of" or "trolled". Someone will say "meth" or "didn't read". All I have to say is "Hell yeah" and "You'll learn one day".
No one is going to be surprising me with these kinds of useless responses. I know they're coming.
But I have a strong feeling that amongst this community... there exists a potential for one of the types of posters that I was referring to above to see beyond materialistic value in the benefits of engaging in something like this for the purpose of helping me and possibly even enjoying doing it.
If anyone knows the worth of their knowledge-base, intellect, basically power in any form to be something and is capable of recognizing worth in helping me, let me know. To the rest: Go ahead and eat. :) [_))llllllllllD
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Dude, I'm super tired and didn't really read it but I'm always down to help a brother.
Just tomorrow.
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Dont be silly, this is a nonsensicaly long thread with no point. If course your jacked on amphetamines. We dont judge tho.
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Dont be silly, this is a nonsensicaly long thread with no point. If course your jacked on amphetamines. We dont judge tho.
You are so fucking worthless. Get out of this thread you idiot.
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I don't know where to begin. My life could honestly translate to a KILLER movie;
Just a few things;
1. This is not a troll thread. I know most of you think that I'm always trolling or simply jacked up on amphetamines when I post seemingly over-the-top shit. The truth is that in the past I truly have enjoyed orchestrating some fabrications for my own selfish, personal entertainment, however, I really am a well meaning & good natured person and I've always drawn the line between things that I think may be truly hurtful to someone and things that may simply annoy them slightly and that line changes its' position based on the results of my (admittedly, potentially inaccurate) psychoanalytical guesses pertaining to the potential audience(s).
Basically, I don't want any significant members here truly believing that I'm some bad guy that doesn't deserve your help.
2. I'm not simply making this thread so I can follow it up with "send me money" if anyone wants to hear about what's actually up in my life.
3. I strongly & genuinely believe that a lot of the members here are some of the most intelligent people that I've ever interacted with in my life or at the very least of the highest potential. If we could all transcend whatever barriers we needlessly create between the greatest degree of communication between one another possible, I believe we have the potential to fuel a fire hot enough to seriously burn our enemies.
To anyone that has my back here, I will gladly have yours. My friendship allegiance & friendship is a powerful weapon to have... and I live in a war zone. Most of my friends have become corrupted victims of "biological warfare", metaphorically speaking and most people I know in real life aren't smart enough to come on a site like this and read this far let alone understand the value in what I'm describing as potential means for substantial benefit. Not just for myself... as if properly executed it will likely inspire the rest to be more likely to benefit from & enjoy doing the same for one another.
4. Most responses are going to be useless, throwaways. I'll get "made fun of" or "trolled". Someone will say "meth" or "didn't read". All I have to say is "Hell yeah" and "You'll learn one day".
No one is going to be surprising me with these kinds of useless responses. I know they're coming.
But I have a strong feeling that amongst this community... there exists a potential for one of the types of posters that I was referring to above to see beyond materialistic value in the benefits of engaging in something like this for the purpose of helping me and possibly even enjoying doing it.
If anyone knows the worth of their knowledge-base, intellect, basically power in any form to be something and is capable of recognizing worth in helping me, let me know. To the rest: Go ahead and eat. :) [_))llllllllllD
this post reads like an infomercial for some sort of pyramid scheme trolling for victims
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Dude, I'm super tired and didn't really read it but I'm always down to help a brother.
Just tomorrow.
you didnt read it...but know that hes asking for help
you dumb nigger, no wonder you never want to go to bed...youre afraid of the late-night visits you get from the male members of your household
go the fuck to bed, and sleep on your stomach
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Dude, I'm super tired and didn't really read it but I'm always down to help a brother.
Just tomorrow.
you didnt read it...but know that hes asking for help
you dumb nigger, no wonder you never want to go to bed...youre afraid of the late-night visits you get from the male members of your household
go the fuck to bed, and sleep on your stomach
Pathetic.
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I'm always willing to help out, just not financially, because I don't have that myself. Just let me know how I can be of service.
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Dont be silly, this is a nonsensicaly long thread with no point. If course your jacked on amphetamines. We dont judge tho.
You are so fucking worthless. Get out of this thread you idiot.
honestly and you wonder why no one likes you. Your head is so far up your ass its unreal. You put literally 0 thought into your posts and treat this site like some sort of middle school
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Dont be silly, this is a nonsensicaly long thread with no point. If course your jacked on amphetamines. We dont judge tho.
You are so fucking worthless. Get out of this thread you idiot.
honestly and you wonder why no one likes you. Your head is so far up your ass its unreal. You put literally 0 thought into your posts and treat this site like some sort of middle school
iIntrnrnet is sers busns fo reel.
Kill yourself with your self made MDMA you nothing.
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How do I block your posts sitewide? You bring nothing worthwhile to the site
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How do I block your posts sitewide? You bring nothing worthwhile to the site
Click on his name in the forum and then click Add to Buddy List.
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How do I block your posts sitewide? You bring nothing worthwhile to the site
Did I hurt your little feelings. :'(
Put me on your ingnore list and show the world your ultimate submission to me.
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How do I block your posts sitewide? You bring nothing worthwhile to the site
Did I hurt your little feelings. :'(
Put me on your ingnore list and show the world your ultimate submission to me.
yes I'm crying to my mommy over some shit shots at my obviously amazing chemistry skills. Anyways have fun polluting other peoples brain with your posts.
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I've always liked you IWD.
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The lack of italics, bold and colors are proof that OP is not the real IWD. Get out, imposter.
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I don't know where to begin. My life could honestly translate to a KILLER movie;
Just a few things;
1. This is not a troll thread. I know most of you think that I'm always trolling or simply jacked up on amphetamines when I post seemingly over-the-top shit. The truth is that in the past I truly have enjoyed orchestrating some fabrications for my own selfish, personal entertainment, however, I really am a well meaning & good natured person and I've always drawn the line between things that I think may be truly hurtful to someone and things that may simply annoy them slightly and that line changes its' position based on the results of my (admittedly, potentially inaccurate) psychoanalytical guesses pertaining to the potential audience(s).
Basically, I don't want any significant members here truly believing that I'm some bad guy that doesn't deserve your help.
2. I'm not simply making this thread so I can follow it up with "send me money" if anyone wants to hear about what's actually up in my life.
3. I strongly & genuinely believe that a lot of the members here are some of the most intelligent people that I've ever interacted with in my life or at the very least of the highest potential. If we could all transcend whatever barriers we needlessly create between the greatest degree of communication between one another possible, I believe we have the potential to fuel a fire hot enough to seriously burn our enemies.
To anyone that has my back here, I will gladly have yours. My friendship allegiance & friendship is a powerful weapon to have... and I live in a war zone. Most of my friends have become corrupted victims of "biological warfare", metaphorically speaking and most people I know in real life aren't smart enough to come on a site like this and read this far let alone understand the value in what I'm describing as potential means for substantial benefit. Not just for myself... as if properly executed it will likely inspire the rest to be more likely to benefit from & enjoy doing the same for one another.
4. Most responses are going to be useless, throwaways. I'll get "made fun of" or "trolled". Someone will say "meth" or "didn't read". All I have to say is "Hell yeah" and "You'll learn one day".
No one is going to be surprising me with these kinds of useless responses. I know they're coming.
But I have a strong feeling that amongst this community... there exists a potential for one of the types of posters that I was referring to above to see beyond materialistic value in the benefits of engaging in something like this for the purpose of helping me and possibly even enjoying doing it.
If anyone knows the worth of their knowledge-base, intellect, basically power in any form to be something and is capable of recognizing worth in helping me, let me know. To the rest: Go ahead and eat. :) [_))llllllllllD
Too meth, didn't weed.
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Fuck you IWD I told you a secure medium to talk on a half dozen times so you make this desperate fiended out thread. Seriously, this thread is disgusting and reeks of a fiend who's in debt and overstayed his use to the dealer andis trying to prove his value and satiate the dealers ego at the same time.
This is the saddest thread you ever made. Get help. I told you a half dozen times to talk to me on a more secure medium if you wanted me to help you but instead of simply figuring out how to use a simple fucking program you make this desperate appeal alluding to some vague value you might have but clearly dont since youve beem withdrawling amd whining about it for half a decade.
I kinda like you IWD but your disingenuous fiended out shit is fucking sickening. I have no love or use for junkies. Go steal some meat and cheese if you need a pill that bad.
Wah wah lyfe so hard! Gimmie $ n I need halp! Shut the fuck up. The lord helps those who help themselves. Last february I was expecting to be in prison and have an extremely bleak and statistucal future. Now nuff said. Who helped me? My mom let me sleep in her basement and buy my own groceries. What a once in a lifetime opportunity!
Stop being so fucking weak and resigned to every character deficiency of a fucking junkie. You really are a fiend. Not just an addict, a fiend and fiends are scum. I hope you reevaluate your dopamine receptors someday and figure out how to live like a human before its too late
Meanest post ever
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UM: Don't assume things.
It has nothing to do with anything I've told you or anyone else and is the result of something I learned right before making this thread.
I can see that you feel offended as if I thought your friendship was not good enough or something. Not true man. Like I said I'm not asking for financial help with this. I just want to know who has got my back on here and who hasn't. There are people on this site that know how to do things that neither you or myself know. Do you want me to explain to you what has happened? I'd rather do that than read hurtful, insulting posts from one of the few people on here that I've never met that I could actually call a friend.
The shit that is going on is fucking crazy. Life/death crazy. IWD needing to learn a couple of skills and have people potentially help him find information and learn a few things crazy.
I don't appreciate you suggesting that I'm just some fiending drug addict wanting to beg people for money. I'm always looking for ways to make money, as you know (without ripping anyone off might I add) and if I had money it would be of great help but what I'm trying to gain from this thread are people on my side that know how to do things that I don't. This kind of pisses me off dude but I guess I can see why you'd get the wrong impression.
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I got your back but when you need help with internet stuff I'm basically worthless.
More info would be nice.
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I'm fucking pissed off about that post. My life as well as the life of some family members and people I care about is at risk and I don't like having it implied that it's because I'm some fiend that's in debt. Does anyone remember the thread I made on zoklet asking about keyloggers? I've been watching over some bad people with malevolent plans and I've been taking on over 10 people at once trying to stay one step ahead of them. I don't associate with fucking nobodies I literally have a hit out on my head and it's not that that i'm worried about it's the reason WHY. Because of info they think I have.
I can't even say anymore than that on here. I need any help i can get from anyone tech savvy. I need to know what kind of adulterants people could be using to cut meth with to poison someone I'm worried about. I need people to help me get some info. I need people to teach me how to do quite a number of things I'm overwhelmed and I don't know what to do. I've been taking a heavy load of stuff just on my own and yeah, I am in debt but I'm not in shit because of that. I told UM that when my place got robbed a few weeks ago and shit that wasnt mine got jacked. I have lots of screenshots to back up any claims I make from people's FB conversations but fuck. I wont even say anymore here. UM it's NOT anything to do with that. I did what I had to do and I stopped using all drugs so I'd be fit to figure this shit out. I'm not in any danger because of what I owe for what got stolen. Its because of info I have been exposed as having
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wat?
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IWD has always been cool by me.
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IWD has always been cool by me.
I'm sure he neither wants or needs any bad advertising.
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I seriously want to help you Weed Dude but I'm not tech savvy at all and I live in Germany so I can't offer you shelter when you're on the run or anything.
If you need someone to be rude and make dick jokes, let me know.
Other than that, good luck.
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What I want to do here extends far beyond my own current & temporary personal goals.
I want to create something revolutionary for the lives of anyone that becomes involved. I want to create a coalition of only sharp minds of a genuinely good nature so we can provide for each other every possible resource imaginable to get to where we want to be in life.
As humans we are pack animals. The more people we have on our side the more likely we are to survive. If you think about gangs in the inner cities... They probably function on the same philosophy except they (for the most part) are limited to the reaches of physical violence & confrontation.
I think the most important trait that anyone accepted into the group (if I can figure out a way to make it begin) is trust.
I would also like to add that I think any members that would have the sufficient prerequisite traits of mind & character to be a part of this will have at least subconsciously thought of something like this on their own already but had no idea of how to present it.
I'm still trying to figure out how to present it... I think another essential & critical thing would be enhancing communication amongst those involved to the greatest degree thinkable as human communication as it is... is flawed. Or it at the very least has LOTS of room for improvement that I think would be possible to DO the improving upon. I think the greater the human communication the greater the human potential and I want to figure out a way that we can all do this for each other. My life right now... if I find a way to help us come together to the degree in which I am successful in making it out of this situation alive and well... will be able to serve as a representation of what something like this could have to offer for anyone who wants to be a part of it. A way of them adequately painting a picture in their minds of what could happen if they were to commit to something like this.
We all need to stop wasting time (humans in general... as a SPECIES) with conflict with one another and start focusing on helping each OTHER rather than just ourselves and if we found a way to achieve this positive change in human consciousness collectively we could start reaping the rewards of that change.
Like I implied above... I think anyone who is right for this will read this and feel as if I'm describing something they've known for possibly close to a lifetime but have been unable to translate/verbalize as of yet.
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wait are we gonna make a paramilitary group or something? im down.
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I told you to talk to me on a more secure medium and it just seems stupid to make a desperate junkie sounding thread like this. If you needed help youd have figured out how to use the easieat client in the world. But you know Im not dumb and naive and have no interestnin sending you dope for you to use amd withdrawl from for another half decade. Coulda done something good instead of you making fiend soundingopen threads hoping someone else isnt a faggot. Oh well. I might read your PM later if its any dif from those two posts at tertiary glance.
Get help IWD. I offered to send you hundreds of gabbies so you can get off drugs because you were apparently too weak to do it cold turkey. Instead you just take more dope and appeal to the remnanta of zoklet to help you out ofba jam. Junkies gon junk
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The lack of italics, bold and colors are proof that OP is not the real IWD. Get out, imposter.
Any refutation of ^this, or...?
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When u said those, in my opinion, infamous long style posts that don't say much; when you said they were phony I decided u fuckin gay and I want you off my zokletz....erm.. Sanctuaries
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What I want to do here extends far beyond my own current & temporary personal goals.
I want to create something revolutionary for the lives of anyone that becomes involved. I want to create a coalition of only sharp minds of a genuinely good nature so we can provide for each other every possible resource imaginable to get to where we want to be in life.
As humans we are pack animals. The more people we have on our side the more likely we are to survive. If you think about gangs in the inner cities... They probably function on the same philosophy except they (for the most part) are limited to the reaches of physical violence & confrontation.
I think the most important trait that anyone accepted into the group (if I can figure out a way to make it begin) is trust.
I would also like to add that I think any members that would have the sufficient prerequisite traits of mind & character to be a part of this will have at least subconsciously thought of something like this on their own already but had no idea of how to present it.
I'm still trying to figure out how to present it... I think another essential & critical thing would be enhancing communication amongst those involved to the greatest degree thinkable as human communication as it is... is flawed. Or it at the very least has LOTS of room for improvement that I think would be possible to DO the improving upon. I think the greater the human communication the greater the human potential and I want to figure out a way that we can all do this for each other. My life right now... if I find a way to help us come together to the degree in which I am successful in making it out of this situation alive and well... will be able to serve as a representation of what something like this could have to offer for anyone who wants to be a part of it. A way of them adequately painting a picture in their minds of what could happen if they were to commit to something like this.
We all need to stop wasting time (humans in general... as a SPECIES) with conflict with one another and start focusing on helping each OTHER rather than just ourselves and if we found a way to achieve this positive change in human consciousness collectively we could start reaping the rewards of that change.
Like I implied above... I think anyone who is right for this will read this and feel as if I'm describing something they've known for possibly close to a lifetime but have been unable to translate/verbalize as of yet.
IWD once nodded out watching "thrive"
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Fuck Im notntrying to be mean, this whole thing just reeks of bullshit
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Dude, I'd rather you come in and be brutally honest than to come in and sugarcoat things and tell me what I want to hear. At least this way I know you feel that way and I have a chance to explain. I'm going to email you in the next 24 hours explaining as much of this as I can. It's fucking insane man.
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The lack of italics, bold and colors are proof that OP is not the real IWD. Get out, imposter.
Any refutation of ^this, or...?
Yea, needs more prove of being IWD.
Could be a fucking ruse again. Bad times for good minds.
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It's not people that I dislike or get upset about. It's ideas that I want to fight against. Not the people whose minds fuel them. I know you have no ill intentions.
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I'll take a photo in a little bit. I'll write my username on a piece of paper and take a photo with the built in webcam on my laptop. I'm going to take a breather and just chill for half an hour to an hour or so.
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Alright, just relax.
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One time I got winded from typing but it turns out my capillariea were jist restricting because I was overdosing
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IWD are you trying to make an "anonymous" sub group by posting about it on the clearnet and having no tech know how?
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I'll take a photo in a little bit. I'll write my username on a piece of paper and take a photo with the built in webcam on my laptop. I'm going to take a breather and just chill for half an hour to an hour or so.
With an uncommon word that proves it's not just an old pic of IWD? Like "napifolious"?
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What I want to do here extends far beyond my own current & temporary personal goals.
I want to create something revolutionary for the lives of anyone that becomes involved. I want to create a coalition of only sharp minds of a genuinely good nature so we can provide for each other every possible resource imaginable to get to where we want to be in life.
As humans we are pack animals. The more people we have on our side the more likely we are to survive. If you think about gangs in the inner cities... They probably function on the same philosophy except they (for the most part) are limited to the reaches of physical violence & confrontation.
I think the most important trait that anyone accepted into the group (if I can figure out a way to make it begin) is trust.
I would also like to add that I think any members that would have the sufficient prerequisite traits of mind & character to be a part of this will have at least subconsciously thought of something like this on their own already but had no idea of how to present it.
I'm still trying to figure out how to present it... I think another essential & critical thing would be enhancing communication amongst those involved to the greatest degree thinkable as human communication as it is... is flawed. Or it at the very least has LOTS of room for improvement that I think would be possible to DO the improving upon. I think the greater the human communication the greater the human potential and I want to figure out a way that we can all do this for each other. My life right now... if I find a way to help us come together to the degree in which I am successful in making it out of this situation alive and well... will be able to serve as a representation of what something like this could have to offer for anyone who wants to be a part of it. A way of them adequately painting a picture in their minds of what could happen if they were to commit to something like this.
We all need to stop wasting time (humans in general... as a SPECIES) with conflict with one another and start focusing on helping each OTHER rather than just ourselves and if we found a way to achieve this positive change in human consciousness collectively we could start reaping the rewards of that change.
Like I implied above... I think anyone who is right for this will read this and feel as if I'm describing something they've known for possibly close to a lifetime but have been unable to translate/verbalize as of yet.
I am interested so long as it doesn't include the ilks of SpecGuru.
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you were apparently too weak to do it cold turkey. Instead you just take more dope and appeal to the remnanta of zoklet to help you out ofba jam. Junkies gon junk
You won't even read what I sent you but you're going to say this to me, publicly, might I add to defame me... in a thread where I'm asking for help with something when I've told you that my life is at risk?
You're being an asshole, man. Not to mention you're wrong and I don't deserve it. I told you what was going on at probably the lowest time of my life when I HAD fucked up myself and I wasn't proud to admit the situation I had gotten myself in. But I got myself out of it and if you'd have taken the time to read what you have admitted to not bothering reading you'd know that I got MYSELF out of that situation and this has nothing to do with drugs or needing money as I keep on repeating. Unless you can give me the benefit of the doubt here then I'm not going to validate any more insulting assumptions you're making about me here publicly. I have no reason to bullshit anyone and I think I've always been one of the most honest people on zoklet when it comes to admitting my own failures.
This is seriously a time in which me doing good for others has landed me in a jackpot with some seriously malicious people. I need to be taken seriously here because my life is at risk. I don't want to have to keep wasting time repeating that though making post after post telling you that you're wrong. I do value having you as a friend/acquaintance as far as that can go on the internet (which i do believe is quite far to be honest) but I'm not going to spend any more time arguing with you dude. I'm sorry you feel that way and I hope you change your mind about whether or not you can believe me.
RisiR;
Thanks man, for real.
I guess my first question to any of you that can answer it is how should I go about keeping in contact with the people that I choose to on here and exchanging sensitive, potentially dangerous information and does anyone have any suggestions as to how I can be safe here?
UM: I WILL check out that thing you told me to check out via email TONIGHT. I get that you're probably annoyed that I haven't yet and probably righteously... I've just had a lot on my mind and I've been overwhelmed and if you knew everything you'd see why. I'll be back in 30 mins or so.
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I guess my first question to any of you that can answer it is how should I go about keeping in contact with the people that I choose to on here and exchanging sensitive, potentially dangerous information and does anyone have any suggestions as to how I can be safe here?
I honestly doubt that's even possible. Proxies? VPN?
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If u dont wanna talk like a heatbag then lern2crypto.cat FOR THE 15TH FUCKING TIME
Your whole "good person" thing is cringy too. Nobody talks like this except junkies. For real. If you tall about how "good a person" you are clearly compensating for something. You mught have good intentions but thats a red flag forsure. Anywayssss
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IWD I am serious about what I posted ITT. While it may have seemed like a cheap shot at SpectraL I like your thinking here and have some ideas. Hit me via PM.