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Title: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 12:07:35 am
i just want to kill everything.  please make it better.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 12:16:22 am
got hardcore depressed and ate like half a bag of chips in one sitting.  think i'm developing an eating disorder, and not the kind that makes you thin :'(
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 18, 2014, 12:17:26 am
suicide is always an option
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 12:18:22 am
suicide is always an option
not really.  it would hurt so many people.  i can't do that.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 12:21:51 am
fuck.  i don't even have the words.

really might cry.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 18, 2014, 12:25:28 am
torture a small helpless animal. perhaps a younger sibling.  that might help
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Cory on September 18, 2014, 01:09:03 am
got hardcore depressed and ate like half a bag of chips in one sitting.  think i'm developing an eating disorder, and not the kind that makes you thin :'(

Everybody does that.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: aldra on September 18, 2014, 01:16:22 am
what are you, 15? you didn't even say why you were unhappy.

start a fucking tumblr.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Spectre on September 18, 2014, 01:19:00 am
what are you, 15? you didn't even say why you were unhappy.

start a fucking tumblr.
^this

this reads like a child wrote this after their parents grounded them
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Umbrella Corp on September 18, 2014, 01:24:24 am
Wow half a bag of chips.  That's hXc
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 01:44:24 am
lol.

Sorry, friends.  I did some math homework and feel better.  Productivity breeds positivity!
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: joe camel on September 18, 2014, 01:46:49 am
Not even a good attempt at a troll thread.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 01:49:51 am
Who's trolling?

I felt awful :(
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 18, 2014, 07:55:41 pm
is anything dead?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 18, 2014, 09:42:39 pm
is anything dead?
Except your penis, your cop daddy, your sense of humor and your forum future? Nope. Everything's fine.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 18, 2014, 10:00:08 pm
suck my cock faggot
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 11:29:02 pm
is anything dead?
What does this mean?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 18, 2014, 11:32:45 pm
is anything dead?
What does this mean?

you said you want to kill everything.  i was hoping you killed at least something.  obviously it wasnt everything
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 11:38:00 pm
I'm like a pacifist.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 11:38:37 pm
I won't even kill bugs or spiders.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: General Fault on September 18, 2014, 11:40:25 pm
Pacifists are fucking useless. You need a spine transplant.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Idiosyncrasy on September 18, 2014, 11:40:56 pm
lol.

Sorry, friends.  I did some math homework and feel better.  Productivity breeds positivity!

Productivity is good, but just staying busy and occupying your mind in general is healthy. That's good that you got yourself out of your own funk, unless as stated this is a troll thread.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 18, 2014, 11:48:40 pm
Just to keep things in perspective....

You think you had a bad day the other day?  Today I found out I got fucking glaucoma.  Guess I better get to smokin.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 11:50:17 pm
lol.

Sorry, friends.  I did some math homework and feel better.  Productivity breeds positivity!

Productivity is good, but just staying busy and occupying your mind in general is healthy. That's good that you got yourself out of your own funk, unless as stated this is a troll thread.
How the fuck is this a troll thread?

Oh man I told everyone I had a bad when the truth is that day was awesome.  Trolled you fuckers hard; I'mma be loling for weeks at your gullible asses.

:rolleyes:
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 18, 2014, 11:50:51 pm
Just to keep things in perspective....

You think you had a bad day the other day?  Today I found out I got fucking glaucoma.  Guess I better get to smokin.
Shit, man. Really?

Get high soon, bro.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 11:52:01 pm
Just to keep things in perspective....

You think you had a bad day the other day?  Today I found out I got fucking glaucoma.  Guess I better get to smokin.
Reminds me of a story about a dog's funeral.  I hope you're okay... like, as much as is possible.  I've treated people with glaucoma before.  One black guy had a glass eye that I had the pleasure of cleaning hah.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 18, 2014, 11:52:35 pm
Get high soon, bro.

Getting right on that, seargent
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Idiosyncrasy on September 18, 2014, 11:53:34 pm
lol.

Sorry, friends.  I did some math homework and feel better.  Productivity breeds positivity!

Productivity is good, but just staying busy and occupying your mind in general is healthy. That's good that you got yourself out of your own funk, unless as stated this is a troll thread.
How the fuck is this a troll thread?

Oh man I told everyone I had a bad when the truth is that day was awesome.  Trolled you fuckers hard; I'mma be loling for weeks at your gullible asses.

:rolleyes:

You seem to have missed my sincerity, so for that I apologize. You seem stressed.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 18, 2014, 11:53:38 pm
I'm like a pacifist.

disappointing.  i was hoping for a better body count
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Idiosyncrasy on September 18, 2014, 11:55:21 pm
Just to keep things in perspective....

You think you had a bad day the other day?  Today I found out I got fucking glaucoma.  Guess I better get to smokin.

Sorry to hear that bro.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 18, 2014, 11:58:49 pm
lol.

Sorry, friends.  I did some math homework and feel better.  Productivity breeds positivity!

Productivity is good, but just staying busy and occupying your mind in general is healthy. That's good that you got yourself out of your own funk, unless as stated this is a troll thread.
How the fuck is this a troll thread?

Oh man I told everyone I had a bad when the truth is that day was awesome.  Trolled you fuckers hard; I'mma be loling for weeks at your gullible asses.

:rolleyes:

You seem to have missed my sincerity, so for that I apologize. You seem stressed.

Sorry.  I'm really stressed, and feel hostile.  Like I might text an old friend to remind him that he's a fucking jerk and I hate him so hard.  Healthy.

ugh

I'm like a pacifist.

disappointing.  i was hoping for a better body count

 ???  :o  >:(  :(  :-\  :-X

damn there isn't a smiley that properly conveys the emotion i'm feeling toward this post.  that's annoying, too.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 12:01:47 am
Sorry to hear that bro

thanks, I am not worried about it, though.  Shit happens sometimes.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Controversialrogue on September 19, 2014, 12:02:38 am
got hardcore depressed and ate like half a bag of chips in one sitting.  think i'm developing an eating disorder, and not the kind that makes you thin :'(

No fucking way, half a bag of chips? Enjoy getting type two diabetes, its inevitable with such copious amounts of greed.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 12:06:40 am
Hey equanimity, need some psychological abuse?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 12:07:59 am
got hardcore depressed and ate like half a bag of chips in one sitting.  think i'm developing an eating disorder, and not the kind that makes you thin :'(

No fucking way, half a bag of chips? Enjoy getting type two diabetes, its inevitable with such copious amounts of greed.
It was pretty gluttonous of me.  If you don't think so that's fine.  Guess you eat a normal diet for the time and place.

and heart disease is our number 1 cause of death....
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 12:11:41 am
Hey equanimity, need some psychological abuse?
You wouldn't be any good at it.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 12:16:23 am
Hey equanimity, need some psychological abuse?
You wouldn't be any good at it.
:laugh:

Why did you cut yourself? What made you hate yourself so much? Was it being fat and unloved?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 12:21:47 am
It wasn't because I was fat.  I was 110 until like 20 when they put me on zyprexa, and back to a good weight again now.

But I don't want to talk about it.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 19, 2014, 12:22:11 am
lol.

Sorry, friends.  I did some math homework and feel better.  Productivity breeds positivity!

Productivity is good, but just staying busy and occupying your mind in general is healthy. That's good that you got yourself out of your own funk, unless as stated this is a troll thread.
How the fuck is this a troll thread?

Oh man I told everyone I had a bad when the truth is that day was awesome.  Trolled you fuckers hard; I'mma be loling for weeks at your gullible asses.

:rolleyes:

You seem to have missed my sincerity, so for that I apologize. You seem stressed.

Sorry.  I'm really stressed, and feel hostile.  Like I might text an old friend to remind him that he's a fucking jerk and I hate him so hard.  Healthy.

ugh

I'm like a pacifist.

disappointing.  i was hoping for a better body count

 ???  :o  >:(  :(  :-\  :-X

damn there isn't a smiley that properly conveys the emotion i'm feeling toward this post.  that's annoying, too.

and pray tell what would that be?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 12:24:42 am
It wasn't because I was fat.  I was 110 until like 20 when they put me on zyprexa, and back to a good weight again now.

But I don't want to talk about it.
Why don't you want to talk about it you fat slut? Afraid of yourself and your little mind?

It's totally obvious why nobody loves you.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 19, 2014, 12:26:40 am
It wasn't because I was fat.  I was 110 until like 20 when they put me on zyprexa, and back to a good weight again now.

But I don't want to talk about it.
Why don't you want to talk about it you fat slut? Afraid of yourself and your little mind?

It's totally obvious why nobody loves you.

i love you

long time
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 12:39:23 am
lol.

Sorry, friends.  I did some math homework and feel better.  Productivity breeds positivity!

Productivity is good, but just staying busy and occupying your mind in general is healthy. That's good that you got yourself out of your own funk, unless as stated this is a troll thread.
How the fuck is this a troll thread?

Oh man I told everyone I had a bad when the truth is that day was awesome.  Trolled you fuckers hard; I'mma be loling for weeks at your gullible asses.

:rolleyes:

You seem to have missed my sincerity, so for that I apologize. You seem stressed.

Sorry.  I'm really stressed, and feel hostile.  Like I might text an old friend to remind him that he's a fucking jerk and I hate him so hard.  Healthy.

ugh

I'm like a pacifist.

disappointing.  i was hoping for a better body count

 ???  :o  >:(  :(  :-\  :-X

damn there isn't a smiley that properly conveys the emotion i'm feeling toward this post.  that's annoying, too.

and pray tell what would that be?

Mild disgust.

It wasn't because I was fat.  I was 110 until like 20 when they put me on zyprexa, and back to a good weight again now.

But I don't want to talk about it.
Why don't you want to talk about it you fat slut? Afraid of yourself and your little mind?

It's totally obvious why nobody loves you.

(https://pbs.twimg.com/profile_images/116448371/rolleyes_normal.gif)
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 12:45:49 am
Exactly.

That's all you are a shallow, holllow, dumb slut but sadly you're not pretty so life will stay a hardsdhip no matter how hard you try until you die alone.

Math homework isn't your problem. Existing is your problem.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 12:49:21 am
I'm pretty.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 19, 2014, 12:51:12 am
lol.

Sorry, friends.  I did some math homework and feel better.  Productivity breeds positivity!

Productivity is good, but just staying busy and occupying your mind in general is healthy. That's good that you got yourself out of your own funk, unless as stated this is a troll thread.
How the fuck is this a troll thread?

Oh man I told everyone I had a bad when the truth is that day was awesome.  Trolled you fuckers hard; I'mma be loling for weeks at your gullible asses.

:rolleyes:

You seem to have missed my sincerity, so for that I apologize. You seem stressed.

Sorry.  I'm really stressed, and feel hostile.  Like I might text an old friend to remind him that he's a fucking jerk and I hate him so hard.  Healthy.

ugh

I'm like a pacifist.

disappointing.  i was hoping for a better body count

 ???  :o  >:(  :(  :-\  :-X

damn there isn't a smiley that properly conveys the emotion i'm feeling toward this post.  that's annoying, too.

and pray tell what would that be?

Mild disgust.

It wasn't because I was fat.  I was 110 until like 20 when they put me on zyprexa, and back to a good weight again now.

But I don't want to talk about it.
Why don't you want to talk about it you fat slut? Afraid of yourself and your little mind?

It's totally obvious why nobody loves you.

(https://pbs.twimg.com/profile_images/116448371/rolleyes_normal.gif)

youre the one that wanted to go on the homicide spree. 
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 12:52:21 am
Is that why you had to cut yourself. Your scars are repulsive.

You are not pretty. Pretty girls get loved. Do you get loved?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 12:52:26 am
A *figurative* homicide spree! :P
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 12:59:07 am
I called my jerkfaced friend a jerk and now he won't talk to me.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 01:01:18 am
Is that why you had to cut yourself. Your scars are repulsive.

You are not pretty. Pretty girls get loved. Do you get loved?
:laugh:
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 01:03:27 am
Pretty girls don't "get" loved; pretty girls *are* loved.

jeez
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 01:07:55 am
Yea, semantics. I'm not a native speaker.

You should still consider suicide.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 01:08:31 am
Why, what's so great about suicide?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: kild3vil on September 19, 2014, 01:09:34 am
Successful troll is successful.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 01:13:54 am
Successful troll is successful.
Yea, she fucking trolled the shit out of me the whore.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 01:17:00 am
Why, what's so great about suicide?
It stops the pain, stops the stress. You stop being a burden to others. It stops not being loved.

Why shouldn't you commit suicide? I mean, your future doesn't look bright.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 01:21:23 am
You're not doing a very good job of selling it.  C'mon, you can do better.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 01:30:04 am
Well, I have convinced myself to end it now so at least that's something.

You have been of great help, equanimity.

Have a nice life.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 01:36:26 am
Your avatar is nietzsche yet you choose the cobain route.  Gay.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 01:36:50 am
You're kidding, right?

Don't kill yourself.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 19, 2014, 01:41:40 am
Your avatar is nietzsche yet you choose the cobain route.  Gay.
I'll go the Hemingway, bro.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 01:44:59 am
I'll go the Hemingway, bro.

That fat communist faggot was an embarrassment to the human race.  I hope enough of his brainstem and cerebellum was left intact so he could suffer for hours until someone found him.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 01:53:55 am
He's logged off.  He better not be killing himself.

Was a moron, but every life is precious...
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: aldra on September 19, 2014, 01:55:38 am
are you handofzek?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Arnox on September 19, 2014, 01:55:44 am
He's logged off.  He better not be killing himself.

Was a moron, but every life is precious...

Thanks test.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 01:57:01 am
Hellz yeah Arnox!
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 01:57:10 am
He's logged off.  He better not be killing himself.

Was a moron, but every life is precious...

Every time you take a shower, millions of microscopic life forms living on your skin and in your hair die violent, painful deaths...usually lysed by soap.  If every life is precious, you make hitler look like a teddy bear.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 01:59:17 am
He's logged off.  He better not be killing himself.

Was a moron, but every life is precious...

Every time you take a shower, millions of microscopic life forms living on your skin and in your hair die violent, painful deaths...usually lysed by soap.  If every life is precious, you make hitler look like a teddy bear.
I do my part to limit the amount of death my existence causes.  That's good enough for me.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 02:00:07 am
Also I only use soap on my feet and dirty bits.  Just water gets the rest clean np.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 19, 2014, 02:01:47 am
He's logged off.  He better not be killing himself.

Was a moron, but every life is precious...

Thanks test.

i cant believe you gave in to these blithering whiny faggots
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 19, 2014, 02:03:19 am
He's logged off.  He better not be killing himself.

Was a moron, but every life is precious...

Every time you take a shower, millions of microscopic life forms living on your skin and in your hair die violent, painful deaths...usually lysed by soap.  If every life is precious, you make hitler look like a teddy bear.

I do my part to limit the amount of death my existence causes.  That's good enough for me.

death is part of the natural cycle of the universe.  some things need to die.  entire galaxies collide...imagine the unquantifiable death and destruction that causes

and youre worried about a few microbes...amateur
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 02:06:14 am
death is part of the natural cycle of the universe.  some things need to die.  entire galaxies collide...imagine the unquantifiable death and destruction that causes

and youre worried about a few microbes...amateur

Hey shock....do you see the 'watched' thing on your profile?  If not, do I have one on mine?  It looks fucking awesome underneath your avatar, I want one.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 02:06:59 am
Someone has to worry over the microbes.  If that all falls on me then so be it.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 02:08:42 am
Someone has to worry over the microbes.  If that all falls on me then so be it.

Are you for real with this shit?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 19, 2014, 02:10:25 am
death is part of the natural cycle of the universe.  some things need to die.  entire galaxies collide...imagine the unquantifiable death and destruction that causes

and youre worried about a few microbes...amateur

Hey shock....do you see the 'watched' thing on your profile?  If not, do I have one on mine?  It looks fucking awesome underneath your avatar, I want one.

yea...its the mods.  theyre stalking me
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 19, 2014, 02:10:58 am
Someone has to worry over the microbes.  If that all falls on me then so be it.

youre not supposed to worry about the microbes.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 02:12:02 am
yea...its the mods.  theyre stalking me

As I have stated before, bill the cat < steve dallas

(http://i60.tinypic.com/t9bcbp.jpg)
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 02:13:33 am
Someone has to worry over the microbes.  If that all falls on me then so be it.

Are you for real with this shit?

Kinda, yeah.

Someone has to worry over the microbes.  If that all falls on me then so be it.

youre not supposed to worry about the microbes.

It's an exercise in empathy.  More for my own good than the microbes, though they're very important in the process! :)
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Infinityshock on September 19, 2014, 02:14:35 am
either way...they shouldnt have stopped publishing that cartoon
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 02:15:59 am
Kinda, yeah

So what about eating, when you purposefully feed exclusively on living things, either dead or even sometimes alive?
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: equanimity on September 19, 2014, 02:22:13 am
Kinda, yeah

So what about eating, when you purposefully feed exclusively on living things, either dead or even sometimes alive?

This is a good topic of discussion.

It's better for us, as humans, to eat plants than it is meat.  Because we are meat, and we're aware of this as we eat it.  It's a lot easier to poison oneself with violent thoughts and unhealthy aggression if we eat meat, as opposed to eating plants.  Doesn't mean eating plants isn't causing suffering, because it is.  It's just less suffering.  That's always the goal: less suffering.
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: aldra on September 19, 2014, 02:45:21 am
this thread is poisoning me with violent thoughts and aggression
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: Spectre on September 19, 2014, 03:23:28 am

This is a good topic of discussion.

It's better for us, as humans, to eat plants than it is meat.  Because we are meat, and we're aware of this as we eat it.  It's a lot easier to poison oneself with violent thoughts and unhealthy aggression if we eat meat, as opposed to eating plants.  Doesn't mean eating plants isn't causing suffering, because it is.  It's just less suffering.  That's always the goal: less suffering.

I am now dumber having read this post we are born with teethe meant for the tearing and consumption of meat your viewpoint gives me unhealthy aggression
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: millionsofdeadcats on September 19, 2014, 03:25:27 am
It's a lot easier to poison oneself with violent thoughts and unhealthy aggression if we eat meat, as opposed to eating plants

Where do you people learn whacky shit like this?  What the fuck!
Title: Re: my bad day
Post by: RisiR on September 21, 2014, 10:56:12 pm
He's logged off.  He better not be killing himself.

Was a moron, but every life is precious...

Thanks test.
You're an ass, Arnox.