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Title: I want to make myself crazy. Figure-8 crazy.
Post by: Enter on September 15, 2014, 06:29:05 am
I made fun of him for it at the time, but now I realize what a diseased society this is, and yearn for his sense of detachment. He reminds me of Charles Manson in that he's loco enough to avoid having to converse with people at their level, and that's what I want to be able to do naturally. I'm so fucking sick of this mundane life, starting from the point where I leave my apartment every morning. Every day is the same conversation. Do any headshrinker professionals know what made Figure-8 function in that way? Because Enter wants to join his realm.
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Post by: sH4d-0 on September 15, 2014, 06:58:16 am
take acid every day
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Post by: Darkhunter on September 15, 2014, 06:58:59 am
I made fun of him for it at the time, but now I realize what a diseased society this is, and yearn for his sense of detachment. He reminds me of Charles Manson in that he's loco enough to avoid having to converse with people at their level, and that's what I want to be able to do naturally. I'm so fucking sick of this mundane life, starting from the point where I leave my apartment every morning. Every day is the same conversation. Do any headshrinker professionals know what made Figure-8 function in that way? Because Enter wants to join his realm.

Schizophrenia and drugs. Also being Asian.
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Post by: Arnox on September 15, 2014, 07:07:04 am
If you wanna do it then do it. There's no one stopping you.
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Post by: Zanick on September 15, 2014, 07:08:40 am
Do Ate-like stuff. Live in a commune somewhere, drink lots of tea, meditate for several hours daily, run often, eat lightly and focus on a more sustainable lifestyle.
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Post by: aldra on September 15, 2014, 07:11:48 am
stimulant psychosis maybe. I still wonder sometimes whether it was all an act or if he actually lost his mind
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Post by: Soso0 on September 15, 2014, 07:17:14 am
Who the hell is Figure 8 and what did he do
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Post by: Arnox on September 15, 2014, 07:21:04 am
Who the hell is Figure 8 and what did he do

Yes, this too.
Title: Re: I want to make myself crazy. Figure-8 crazy.
Post by: Enter on September 15, 2014, 07:36:18 am
Do Ate-like stuff. Live in a commune somewhere, drink lots of tea, meditate for several hours daily, run often, eat lightly and focus on a more sustainable lifestyle.

The biggest ate-like thing I'm doing right now is lying in a sensory deprivation tank every week. I just started taking two hour sessions, and my goal is to eventually stay in there overnight. I was originally doing it for meditation, but after my first 2-hour, I WILD'd (sleep paralysis, thought there was a monster in the tank), and had crazy lucid dreams. I'd do this every day, but it costs a lot. Maybe it'd be a good investment to just buy my own tank, and live in it.

stimulant psychosis maybe. I still wonder sometimes whether it was all an act or if he actually lost his mind

If it was performance art, he went the extra mile by typing out bucketloads via private messages that only one person would see. I'm 99% sure he was for real.

Who the hell is Figure 8 and what did he do

Yes, this too.

Figure-8 was a nutjob who typed incoherently and received his nutrients from sunlight. One time he saw a street light turning on and off and took a bunch of photos of this and posted them in a thread claiming it was paranormal somehow. He would just say the craziest shit that had no grounds in any reality.
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Post by: Arnox on September 15, 2014, 08:09:11 am
Figure-8 was a nutjob who typed incoherently and received his nutrients from sunlight. One time he saw a street light turning on and off and took a bunch of photos of this and posted them in a thread claiming it was paranormal somehow. He would just say the craziest shit that had no grounds in any reality.

I think I know what this is... You want to make life varied and interesting for yourself and lose yourself in your own world, not having a single worry at all. You want to escape. Permanently.
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Post by: Brain surgeon on September 15, 2014, 08:13:23 am
Idk bro, I'm pretty sure the street light was responding to his aurora. Or it was the govt trying to scare him.

I mean why would he lie about that?
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Post by: mashleshmash on September 15, 2014, 10:23:32 am
Figure 8 was a good guy :D
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Post by: Infinityshock on September 15, 2014, 11:21:42 am
This is why they say ignorance is bliss. Retards have it great because they get to live in a society where nothing is expected of them and they have no concept for the horrors of daily life

Oxygen deprivation for long enough to turn you into a vegetable should do the trick. Possibly have a medical practitioner place you in an induced coma for a few months. Full frontal lobotomy along wth bits and pieces of other assorted lobes. You can even perform the lobotomy at home with tools you find laying around the house
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Post by: Deviant on September 15, 2014, 12:11:29 pm
take acid meth every day hour

Fixt
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Post by: Satyr on September 15, 2014, 01:34:13 pm
Figure-8 had nothing, and I mean nothing, on driveby. That guy was loco as a coco.
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Post by: stentor on September 15, 2014, 01:34:41 pm
Figure 8 was a good guy :D

This.
If he wasn't so socially crippled he seems like the type I could chill and talk nonsense with while smoking an unnecessarily large amount of cannabis
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Post by: unbreakable matter on September 15, 2014, 01:42:26 pm
Unstable matter white trash>figure 8 crazy
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Post by: Ninja on September 15, 2014, 01:56:02 pm
When life gets boring, I usually throw a brick through a window and then run.  Life is boring, because you choose to make it boring.  Break out of the routine.  Try new things.  Stick your dick in the blender.  Mix things up a bit! The system enslaves you and keeps you as a dog and never takes you for a walk.  Get out and run.
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Post by: unbreakable matter on September 15, 2014, 02:16:28 pm
I smashed a church window before and didnt feel any better. Didnt really feel anyrhing at all but it was mildly fyn
Title: Re: I want to make myself crazy. Figure-8 crazy.
Post by: Soso0 on September 15, 2014, 04:01:05 pm
When life gets boring, I usually throw a brick through a window and then run.  Life is boring, because you choose to make it boring.  Break out of the routine.  Try new things.  Stick your dick in the blender.  Mix things up a bit! The system enslaves you and keeps you as a dog and never takes you for a walk.  Get out and run.
I'll start throwing bricks through windows then.
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Post by: stentor on September 15, 2014, 04:07:22 pm
It's started off as bricks thrown through windows, it ended up as cinder blocks thrown over interstate overpasses..
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Post by: Infinityshock on September 15, 2014, 04:15:06 pm
It's started off as bricks thrown through windows, it ended up as cinder blocks thrown over interstate overpasses..

Try pushing entire automobiles off the overpass

For variety...have people in them

Post pics
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Post by: RustyShackleford on September 16, 2014, 01:05:44 am
Master the art of non-attachment (not detachment). All I can say is that most people fill their head with too many things, less is always more.

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Post by: Ninja on September 16, 2014, 01:45:39 am
I smashed a church window before and didnt feel any better. Didnt really feel anyrhing at all but it was mildly fyn

I did this many many years ago...  But, one time I went to a church on Saturday night and rearranged the letters on the sign to say whatever the fuck they said about church on Sunday to "Worship Satan 666." Then I phreaked their telco box and called some 900 numbers. 

Back then it was fun. But, I hated God back then.  But, don't get me wrong...  I love God now, but I'd still do it, because I still hate BS churches that worship Satan!
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Post by: RisiR on September 16, 2014, 02:28:26 am
Smoke PCP 24/7 and read The Secret and nothing but The Secret.

You'll get there.
Title: Re: I want to make myself crazy. Figure-8 crazy.
Post by: Ninja on September 16, 2014, 02:32:37 am
Smoke PCP 24/7 and read The Secret and nothing but The Secret.

You'll get there.

I did PCP once and I knew I liked it too much to ever do it again. ;)
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Post by: Darkhunter on September 16, 2014, 03:47:13 am
Do Ate-like stuff. Live in a commune somewhere, drink lots of tea, meditate for several hours daily, run often, eat lightly and focus on a more sustainable lifestyle.

Sustain yourself on sunshine.
Title: Re: I want to make myself crazy. Figure-8 crazy.
Post by: Infinityshock on September 18, 2014, 12:29:07 am
Do Ate-like stuff. Live in a commune somewhere, drink lots of tea, meditate for several hours daily, run often, eat lightly and focus on a more sustainable lifestyle.

Sustain yourself on sunshine.

that isnt sunshine...its a warm fog of piss from a large flock of birds flying overhead
Title: Re: I want to make myself crazy. Figure-8 crazy.
Post by: Darkhunter on September 18, 2014, 06:29:25 am
Do Ate-like stuff. Live in a commune somewhere, drink lots of tea, meditate for several hours daily, run often, eat lightly and focus on a more sustainable lifestyle.

Sustain yourself on sunshine.

that isnt sunshine...its a warm fog of piss from a large flock of birds flying overhead

Nope. Ate literally said he could survive on sunshine. Shortly after that he stopped posting.

Pretty sure that crazy Asian is dead.
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Post by: stentor on September 18, 2014, 01:27:50 pm
Did he live in a greenhouse cuz in pretty sure that dude never went outside
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Post by: Endmediocrity on September 18, 2014, 05:03:05 pm
Amphetamine psychosis + dissociative abuse = figure 8 status
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Post by: Ragus on September 18, 2014, 05:14:30 pm
yeah thats what i waas gonna say.  weed/dxm/amphetamine/alcohol
Title: Re: I want to make myself crazy. Figure-8 crazy.
Post by: Darkhunter on September 20, 2014, 02:49:16 am
Did he live in a greenhouse cuz in pretty sure that dude never went outside

A little investigation on Zoklet and you'll find his PI. Sad thing is you had him pegged.
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Post by: N0 W4RN1NG on September 20, 2014, 04:13:23 am
I remember 4J once made a thread like this. We concluded ingesting Mercury and doing deliriants on a regular basis was a good idea.
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Post by: Rizzo in a box on September 20, 2014, 04:15:22 am
I take full responsibility for Ate's psychosis. He didn't always use to be like that.
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Post by: N0 W4RN1NG on September 20, 2014, 04:22:01 am
 ???

Don't tell me he's a victim of your Mystress...
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Post by: Ninja on September 20, 2014, 04:29:12 am
I took a bunch of DXM one time and I looked out of my bathroom window and everything turned to cartoons and I saw little plastic cars, like those really cheap ones, with the little black wheels that are on a rod and pop into the bottom of the plastic car.  DXM is fun, but I started puking from it, so I don't use it often, because I fucking hate puking.
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Post by: Rizzo in a box on September 20, 2014, 04:31:04 am
I talked with him a lot on AIM when he was first getting into spiritual topics and doing psychedelics, and I was pushing him very hard to leave consensus reality behind. Unfortunately instead of developing his own mind, he joined the cult of, "everything I search on youtube is true"
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Post by: N0 W4RN1NG on September 20, 2014, 04:35:29 am
I talked with him a lot on AIM when he was first getting into spiritual topics and doing psychedelics, and I was pushing him very hard to leave consensus reality behind. Unfortunately instead of developing his own mind, he joined the cult of, "everything I search on youtube is true"

That is a shame. YT is full of cointelpro.

Do you remember jesus emerging from your walls and coloring with him? Twas a good trip report.
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Post by: Ninja on September 20, 2014, 04:37:04 am
Most people are slaves.   They'll never see.
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Post by: Darkhunter on September 21, 2014, 04:42:43 am
So Rizzo probably killed Ate.

Interesting.
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Post by: Endmediocrity on September 27, 2014, 06:41:42 pm
I talked with him a lot on AIM when he was first getting into spiritual topics and doing psychedelics, and I was pushing him very hard to leave consensus reality behind. Unfortunately instead of developing his own mind, he joined the cult of, "everything I search on youtube is true"

Love it
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Post by: RisiR on September 27, 2014, 07:02:57 pm
I talked with him a lot on AIM when he was first getting into spiritual topics and doing psychedelics, and I was pushing him very hard to leave consensus reality behind. Unfortunately instead of developing his own mind, he joined the cult of, "everything I search on youtube is true"
Obbe is (becoming) like this. Anyone who believes those 3 hour 40 minutes videos about reptilian shapeshifters is an idiot.
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Post by: Infinityshock on October 01, 2014, 11:53:22 am
Most people are slaves.   They'll never see.

Nor do they want to. The majority of people are so weak-willed they want to be slaves
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Post by: Obbe on October 01, 2014, 12:26:48 pm
I talked with him a lot on AIM when he was first getting into spiritual topics and doing psychedelics, and I was pushing him very hard to leave consensus reality behind. Unfortunately instead of developing his own mind, he joined the cult of, "everything I search on youtube is true"
Obbe is (becoming) like this. Anyone who believes those 3 hour 40 minutes videos about reptilian shapeshifters is an idiot.

I don't believe anything you dork.
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Post by: RisiR on October 01, 2014, 12:38:28 pm
I talked with him a lot on AIM when he was first getting into spiritual topics and doing psychedelics, and I was pushing him very hard to leave consensus reality behind. Unfortunately instead of developing his own mind, he joined the cult of, "everything I search on youtube is true"
Obbe is (becoming) like this. Anyone who believes those 3 hour 40 minutes videos about reptilian shapeshifters is an idiot.

I don't believe anything you dork.
Good. :tup:
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Post by: Infinityshock on October 01, 2014, 01:46:34 pm
Do Ate-like stuff. Live in a commune somewhere, drink lots of tea, meditate for several hours daily, run often, eat lightly and focus on a more sustainable lifestyle.

Sustain yourself on sunshine.

that isnt sunshine...its a warm fog of piss from a large flock of birds flying overhead

Nope. Ate literally said he could survive on sunshine. Shortly after that he stopped posting.

Pretty sure that crazy Asian is dead.

With all that sunshine,  probably radiation poisoning
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Post by: Darkhunter on October 05, 2014, 08:00:36 am
Do Ate-like stuff. Live in a commune somewhere, drink lots of tea, meditate for several hours daily, run often, eat lightly and focus on a more sustainable lifestyle.

Sustain yourself on sunshine.

that isnt sunshine...its a warm fog of piss from a large flock of birds flying overhead

Nope. Ate literally said he could survive on sunshine. Shortly after that he stopped posting.

Pretty sure that crazy Asian is dead.

With all that sunshine,  probably radiation poisoning

We can only hope.
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Post by: Xlite on October 05, 2014, 11:14:43 am
Yeah do too many drugs, and read up on different religions.  Then pick out the most retarded pieces, and compile them into your new belief system of retardness.

After this, you make a thread here about reincarnation and then you post something like this :


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IF you are serious and want to try and find the truth, then

1) Realize you already know it, the information is in you, like all information

2) Wait for or ask for specific information regarding visions (which are different from dreams or daydreams/lucid dreams)

This may help you with finding out something "actual" as in a scene from a previous enclosure that is different from this one. You may find it contains the same "elements", as if you are you still, yet in another group of people. You may even find that those people are the same, or at least one or two of them is the same as a major group of people that seems to stay around you, or that has influenced your life.

You will be able to look into your actions and your level of progress thus far, and intuitively reason where and why you are from. Why are you here? Find that out.

How do you feel about your being here and about various different tasks and aspects of this existence? Which aspects resonate with you the most, as if you have been practicing or learning about them before?

These are things which will help you "find your way in the dark". When your eyes work, you can literally see what has been happening. That is how it normally is.

These are all concepts in time and space, for instance, the fact is that you are not "you". It doesn't yet matter that you are not aware of the specifics.

If you pay attention to your feelings you will understand that you are unique, and that everyone can be.

When it comes down to it, it is that your amount of uniqueness gets repeated throughout the universe, as if it is held together by something. These are the lessons which propel you from situation to situation.

It is simply understood that the lessons do not end at or around the transition of death, but that there are larger lessons, connected from life to life, just as situations are connected here.

When it comes down to it, again, you don't yet know, because you don't need to know to complete the lessons.

Only later on when the lessons become more requiring and articulate will you find it necessary to awaken fully to who you are and have been.

When this happens, don't place your focus too much on the self as it is now, or the external information that may be coming to you this lifetime. Simply focus on what you feel and the connections will be seen as they have shaped who you are and what you are doing in a way that you find only natural.

Complete fucking nonsense.  Thats how easy it is.
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Post by: mark311 on October 05, 2014, 11:29:44 am
Just have your own mother show her tits on tinybltc and that'll put you over the edge lol

We're still going to make the "great moments in tinychat" documentary movie lol
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Post by: Slave of the Beast on October 05, 2014, 01:40:32 pm
Build your own flotation tank in a totally blacked-out room, eat lots of shrooms, acid and DMT then use your tank as often as humanly possible. It will require significant dedication to reach his level. 15 - 20 hrs a week for at least two years I reckon.

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Post by: Darkhunter on October 06, 2014, 04:39:40 am
Build your own flotation tank in a totally blacked-out room, eat lots of shrooms, acid and DMT then use your tank as often as humanly possible. It will require significant dedication to reach his level. 15 - 20 hrs a week for at least two years I reckon.



You get skin cancer and be a recluse like Ate.