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Title: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: mojo4567 on September 13, 2014, 12:00:45 am
This is an common mental disorder to have if you are an avid user of mind bending drugs. My personal experiences with having DP for most of my life has been a very tense subject, becuase at times i feel it is a good part of me but other times it is terrible. Things that have really helped me are a good diet and lots of meditations. depending on whether this is a drug induced DP or a mental problem that just happend, you might have DP forever or just for a while. Any disscussion on DP is appreciated.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: EmailMyPants on September 13, 2014, 12:25:06 am
this is a stupid fucking thread
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: mojo4567 on September 13, 2014, 12:28:16 am
this is a stupid fucking thread

It is a work in progress. not alot of studying has been done on DP, it is pretty uncommon as an actual mental illness. alot of people on get temporary DP from bad reactions to drugs. If your going to criticize though mind adding why and how to make it better :P
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Infinityshock on September 13, 2014, 12:35:46 am
Another example of a personality defect being justified by medical mythology
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: mojo4567 on September 13, 2014, 12:39:29 am
Another example of a personality defect being justified by medical mythology
I live through this shit everyday. It is fully real, trust me. Imagine being High, with memory loss, and ADD. all the god damn time. that is kinda what it feels like.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: kroz on September 13, 2014, 11:00:36 pm
i still don't understand what depersonalization d/o is..
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Infinityshock on September 13, 2014, 11:10:12 pm
Another example of a personality defect being justified by medical mythology
I live through this shit everyday. It is fully real, trust me. Imagine being High, with memory loss, and ADD. all the god damn time. that is kinda what it feels like.

This is why they say 'don't do drugs'

Lay off the recreational drug use and youll be fine
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Arnox on September 14, 2014, 04:09:03 am
i still don't understand what depersonalization d/o is..
Basically, you begin to feel incredibly detached from everything. Like you're just watching the world and yourself but not really controlling yourself.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: unbreakable matter on September 14, 2014, 04:11:29 am
sometimes I feel less like myself due to the inactivity of house arrest and that's pretty depressing so I smoke a cigarette while looking in the mirror and before you know it I'm me again
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Max Headroom on September 14, 2014, 01:32:17 pm
When I had episodes of depersonalization for months after a little DXM fiasco I had, klonopin and other benzos helped.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: RisiR on September 14, 2014, 01:39:41 pm
I'm depersonalized 80% of the time I think but I'm not sure if the other 20% are manic episodes.

I'm probably sane, though.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: mojo4567 on September 14, 2014, 02:07:41 pm
This is why they say 'don't do drugs'

Lay off the recreational drug use and youll be fine
If you botherd to read my opening post youd see that my DP is not caused by drugs, and even if I wanted to I couldnt use drugs atm.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: stentor on September 14, 2014, 03:02:16 pm
I was diagnosed with ADD as a child and now I supposedly have the adult form of it. They prescribe me med for it but I mostly just tell myself that I'm a lazy sack of shit and basically I just suck at life, it's not all caused by some chemical imbalance for which somebody has to take psych meds that'll arbitrarily rearrange their brain chemistry.

I don't know man DPD to me just sounds like plain old depression possibly brought on from some environmental factors. It's a dissociative disorder? Don't do dissociatives then?
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Zero on September 14, 2014, 03:18:09 pm
I only feel like this when i consume large quantities of class A's, especially MDMA. I remember lying in the bath tub not knowing who i was...urgh, it's hard to explain. I basically felt detached from my body mentally. My gf was sending me naked pictures and although i could see them on my phone, i was actually questioning whether what i was seeing was real, or me tripping.

Never again
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: RisiR on September 14, 2014, 05:05:44 pm
Never again?

Pal, I've spent, accumulated, like at least a week of my life thinking I was my couch/The floor/the ceiling/The yellow reflection of someones shoes in a puddle of water/Whatever while tripping my ass off.

It's the best.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Zero on September 14, 2014, 05:15:26 pm
Never again?

Pal, I've spent, accumulated, like at least a week of my life thinking I was my couch/The floor/the ceiling/The yellow reflection of someones shoes in a puddle of water/Whatever while tripping my ass off.

It's the best.

Are we talking about the same thing? When i think of DP i think of brain damage from the night before.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: RisiR on September 14, 2014, 05:20:41 pm
Probably not.

Depersonalisation can be an out of body experience like when you're tripping. That's what I described but it can also be feeling strange and detached from yourself like when you're having a panik attack.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: FON on September 15, 2014, 11:50:07 pm
I believe I used to suffer depersonalisation when I was a child. My mum tells me that sometimes I'd just stand up and look out the window and tell her "I feel weird".  Other times I remember running into my parents room and saying the same shit. I just felt fucking weird man. Indescribably weird. I think I used to have minor panic attacks when it happened because apparently my heart would beat unusually fast. Although I was taken to the doctors and they couldn't find anything wrong with my heart. Eventually the experiences stopped, but they came back again years later.

This time I was out in the surf with some friends and I was imagining what it would be like to see and experience the world through the eyes of my friend. Nek minnut I was having a full on attack again. My muscles went limp as reality blurred with the dream world. This is the best way I can describe it. Reality stops feeling real. It's a total mind fuck.

Thankfully I've gone about 8 years without having an attack.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Ninja on September 15, 2014, 11:54:02 pm
this is a stupid fucking thread

It is a work in progress. not alot of studying has been done on DP

I study DP every day, watching that porn.  Love to see a woman take it every hole!
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Ninja on September 15, 2014, 11:55:57 pm
In all seriousness.  I remember as a child my friend and his parents were going to a baseball game and I went with... Only, I never told my mom...  And, I thought I was dreaming.  It was really weird and it felt like none of it was real. 

Sometimes, I would get these feelings come over me where everything became super vivid and bright, surreal like...  And, again, I would feel like I was in a dream.  This was BEFORE all the psychedelics... 
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: RisiR on September 15, 2014, 11:56:43 pm
I used to tell my mom that I feel like other friends at certain times or inanimate objects.

Still a weird feeling. Like a fever dream.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Ninja on September 16, 2014, 12:18:47 am
I used to tell my mom that I feel like other friends at certain times or inanimate objects.

Still a weird feeling. Like a fever dream.

I felt like a piece of taffy once, but that was on Salvia.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: mojo4567 on September 16, 2014, 12:22:54 am
I used to tell my mom that I feel like other friends at certain times or inanimate objects.

Still a weird feeling. Like a fever dream.

thats a pretty good description. it comes and goes for me, but it is pretty consistant. it is like my brain has its period.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Ninja on September 16, 2014, 12:26:12 am
I used to tell my mom that I feel like other friends at certain times or inanimate objects.

Still a weird feeling. Like a fever dream.

thats a pretty good description. it comes and goes for me, but it is pretty consistant. it is like my brain has its period.

You need to get some tampons or a lobotomy
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: RisiR on September 16, 2014, 12:34:44 am
Tampon-Lobotomy.

Post pics.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: mojo4567 on September 16, 2014, 12:37:39 am
I used to tell my mom that I feel like other friends at certain times or inanimate objects.

Still a weird feeling. Like a fever dream.

thats a pretty good description. it comes and goes for me, but it is pretty consistant. it is like my brain has its period.

You need to get some tampons or a lobotomy

where do i insert the tampon.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Ninja on September 16, 2014, 12:39:25 am
I used to tell my mom that I feel like other friends at certain times or inanimate objects.

Still a weird feeling. Like a fever dream.

thats a pretty good description. it comes and goes for me, but it is pretty consistant. it is like my brain has its period.

You need to get some tampons or a lobotomy

where do i insert the tampon.

In your Parietal Lobe.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: mojo4567 on September 16, 2014, 12:41:16 am
well i'm fucked. i barely even know where my head is half the time.
Title: Re: Depersonalization disorder
Post by: Ninja on September 16, 2014, 12:43:00 am
well i'm fucked. i barely even know where my head is half the time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEglHjd_gUQ